Trying To Conceive


looks like the hot flashes are here to stay. sad face gila.
i cannot stand the heat even though the fan is right in front of me. In the car, i’m the one adjusting the air-con vents. Usually that’s what my husband does.

yesterday night, i was busy preparing cupcakes for the sister-in-law cos she needed it for her boss farewell party.
but punyalah banyak sangkak. I swear it was a disaster right from the beginning. From the under-cook cake to the frosting cair.
Pikir balik, apa punya suey lah semalam tu.

So i had to go down to Giant to get more butters and all to re-do the cupcakes and that was already 9.00pm.
At the butter section, there was this auntie in about her 50s i think, tgh belek2 butter yang those spreadable ones.
Because the section is so small, i tunggu lah belakang dia so i can pick up the butter i want once she’s done.

Tunggu nya tunggu, dia masih belek2 tu butter so i pegi je lah sebelah dia and try to grab my butter which is at the top right corner.
Aku dah ler pendek, terjengkit2 nak amik butter si aunty pulak took the opportunity to ask me questions about butter. Macam lah aku ni butter nya sales promoter.
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Trying To Conceive

taking effect

I am finally feeling the side effects from Clomid. Not that i’ve been waiting or wanting it but it finally hit me today.

I’m usually cold and i can survive quite long without the fan on, so surprise surprise today, right after the heavy downpour, i was complaining of the heat and the husband told me it’s cold! Now this man is a polar bear. Jarang sekali dia cakap cuaca sejuk. I checked his forehead and yup, he’s not sweating! So why the hell am i having hot flashes, if it’s not cos of Clomid kan?

In the afternoon, i was annoyed for some reason (i really don’t know why cos i work from home, i don’t have colleagues to annoy me, but i feel very annoyed, macam serba tak kena) And then, my daddy had to call me of all the times. I nearly snapped at him just now. Nearly lah. I sensed the annoyance creeping out of me as i speak to him but wa maintain je ah beb. Ni kalau ter-snap kat bapak sendiri, mau dia datang rumah bawak hanger nanti. 😦
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